I wish there was someone who could understand the complexity of my mind. I wouldn’t feel so alone and shit all the time. I always was jealous of the people who had someone to lean on because they were so easily understood. I can’t really explain how I feel to anyone without sounding selfish and without sounding like I’m complaining. No one understands that when I feel.. I really feel. With my whole mind and my whole heart. I guess it’s my fault, for being too complex. I wouldn’t want to care or be there for me either. But I don’t know why, I just crave for someone to be there for me. Not just tell me bullshit that I want to hear, but actually be there. Does anyone know what I mean? Lol. I don’t know. But I really don’t know what’s wrong with me.
Bastille - Pompeii (Audien Remix)
But if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all?